Kenapa aku..

Why? Why I still think about you? Why? I still want you? Why? I still wait for you? Why? I still fighting in uncertain circumstances? Why? I still crying when I am missing you? Why? I dare to argue and fight with the whole world because of you? Why? So many why's and there's only one answer that I know. I love you for no reason. And I can't find a reason why I fall in love with you. You know that. I told you like millions. And as per now, I still can't find a reason to fall out love with you nor to move on. I try so hard to find one. I try my best to have one. Nahh, we all know the answer. My life moves so fast and I still at the very same stage. Moving forward or backward is not in the plan. Why? Because I built my future plan with you and till this very moment, I stick to it. Just so you know, I still love you and I am missing you till this particular moment. But yeah, I do want you to be happy as I always keep in my secluded mind that you are very happy now and I should not disturb you, so be aware that if one day you need me at any reasons, I will always be there for you. I swear.